December 2011
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Morphine dreams
Since a friend mentioned a little bit about this opiate-form of medication that we were both prescribed to during our short hospital stay, I thought I’d share what this thing did to my head while I was asleep having muscle spasms and nurses were shoving a respiratory treatment tube in my mouth. (A little side note: Patient-controlled doses of morphine sulfate should be illegal, because I...
Watchalizaaaaa:
mdatu:
What Are You Doing New Years Eve? by Zooey Deschanel and Joseph Gordon-Levitt
her voice <3
Their chemistry! Suh cute.
Yes.
Just finished watching Beauty and the Beast. Childhood love stories.
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He’s probably sick to his brains of me being so scared about us losing each other to everything that stands in between us. Those things that aren’t our fault. Like parents’ decisions and money. And distance. And time. And waiting.
Distance isn’t shit, though. He’s only a 2-hour difference and a 4-hour non-stop flight away.
You can’t blame me for being so...
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-theonehitwonder:
I wish I can explain these feelings in words but I can’t.
I’m slowly losing my mind.
Depressed out of my mind right now.
Butt butt issues
Constipation is the worst pain I have ever felt in my life. My butt was bleeding. IT WAS BLEEDING! My butt literally ripped in half. It took me 30 minutes to get the last poop out. 30 MINUTES! It was the hardest, biggest poop that has ever dropped onto the surface of the toilet bowl. As much as I pushed or let my body do it on its own, it refused to come out.
My boyfriend was laughing his ass off...
I was gonna do a long post about how I feel this...
Prayed a long prayer in the shower last night. Thinking about things to say. Was even going to do a long post about it. There isn’t really much to say anymore. I was even going to make personal letters for ALL of my Facebook friends. ALL of them. Even the people I’m not even friends with. Okay maybe just people that I had in mind. But I did include a list of people I...
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Oh. I SEE YOU, SHIIIIIIIT.
I feel like shit when I post stuff on people’s walls. And they just delete it. Like they just disregard and say this looks ugly on my profile. And then they just fucking bam! Right in your face. And they don’t even bother to reply.
Then again, I shouldn’t say shit. I do it, too.
Karma.
Oh well lol.
A little look into South High School
The people have “pride” for the school, yet the people bitch so much about the school itself.
That “pride” compensates for lack of talent and “prodigy-of”s. It’s the only way they can “run” the school and have lots of people around them. Extra curricular activities i.e. sports, ASB, etc. fjkajcdashawefiorqqjkx psh.
High school pride is a...
Awesome time to lose a bathing suit.
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Fuck. I was so scared this morning.
1. It was fucking raining. Bitch ass fucking rain. I love you when I’m alone, but when I have guests, I fucking hate you.
2. We got lost. And I felt like shit being the one who lived here all my life and couldn’t find my way.
3. It seemed like at some parts of the day, they weren’t really enjoying themselves. So I feel like shit not...
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Today, I finally met the love of my life.
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He’s fucking here.
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one more fucking hour and he’s here.
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I’m so anxious. It’s only 3:30 (5:30 his time)… I’m probably going to watch all the Twilight movies, so I can stop myself from showering too early lol.
I hope I have a good hair day today.
I’m so fucking excited. He’ll be at the St. Louis airport in one hour. Then 1-2 hours spent at the airport there. And then another 4-hour flight. AND HE’S...
The surgery’s really getting to me. I really don’t want to die.
I apologize for being so repetitive. But fuck it, I don’t care.
What I do care about is my life being on the line.
Sure, lung surgeries have a small mortality rate and the risk of anything going wrong is very minimal. But you never know…
I don’t want to go under the knife. I wonder what it feels like to be...
only I would buy scented panty-liners, because of my insecurity and overly clean hygiene.
only I would bake a cake, and then run a dungeon in WoW… then when the cake is ready, only I would rush to get the cake out so I could finish the dungeon… and then burn myself. only I would do that.
only I would be so profound in everything I do in life and forget to enjoy the present.
only I...
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11:50am, I will be picking up Jack from the airport. 2,058 miles doesn’t have shit on us.
I hope you people who have “long-distance relationships” would stop complaining about the distance, when in reality, you drama queens are only 5 cities away from each other. If we can do it, you can too.
1112pm:
An old friend told me once, through my hiccups of sobs and incomprehensible salt, that I was a nomad— a gypsy. And when I asked her what it meant, she told me I travelled endlessly and moved from place to place because nowhere fit and nobody understood. I stayed quiet. And when you know to go, you’ll pack your bags up and go. I nodded, said my usual ‘oh’ in silent acknowledgement.
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