Now you know where to find me. I’m up in the air. - Dumbfoundead

Anyway, like I said before, the break’s over. What I did over the break? Pretty much nothing. Bought a few new things here and there. Major tea overload. Highlight of my break? The A.S.S. release. My teeth will never get any whiter, because I’ve been drinking so much tea. Tea + braces = really kill your face features. Well my face face features. But it’s good for your skin. Amazingly, I don’t have pimples. I have a couple, like one or two, but my friends say my skin’s like porcelain. Even tho the color of my skin is obviously the total opposite of porcelain.

What I want to do right now? Not be home. I mean, to be honest LIKE NO BULLSHIT HONEST, I had to option to go anywhere at any time. I just decided to stay home. Mom and Dad don’t really care. I mean they care for me, it’s not like they gave up on me. They’re just not strict on me as much anymore, which is good. And I have no curfew. Once I’m out, I can be home at any time, thanks to high school. I mean during my middle school years and a little bit of freshman year, my mom was iffy accepting that I’m at that age where I should learn how to be more independent. To be honest, over the past months of Sophomore year, I was rushed into that independent stage. It’s all good tho. I like this. Doing stuff my own way, paying for my own shit (not to mention, I got a raise in my allowance), and I’m doing good right now. Life’s great. I mean I could get a little pissy here and there about stuff going on around me, but hey, everyone’s like that. You gotta accept opinions. Welcome to the social network where it’s all about communication and straight-up opinions and fake people and total domination of the media.

Right now, I could use a little kidnapping. I could leave right now, if I wanted to. But where will I go? My friends are all busy out somewhere. Definitely don’t want to bother them. What is a 15-almost-16 year old girl - who doesn’t drive, and isn’t of legal-drinking age - supposed to do in Torrance, which is probably one of THE most.. well almost.. boring-est places on Earth!? I mean it’s not THAT boring. There’s just not much to do. There’s the beach, but that’s only going to do you good if you have a car or if it’s Summer or you’re with people. I’m down to go alone, but I’m just not in the mood. There’s the movies, but really, I’m not down to watch a movie alone. There’s shopping, but considering I almost blew my saved up money this weekend, I won’t do that. No where to go.

Know what I wanna do? I want to drive. I just want to drive around. Windows rolled down with music semi-blasting through my car speakers. I want to drive. That’s probably the most relaxing thing to do right now. Maybe stop by a bomb restaurant and eat some bomb food. By myself. Listen to music. Buy some hot tea and a local tea shop. Drive around PV. Literally around. Then back. Maybe go downtown to watch the nightlife.

The things I’d do if I could drive. But it’s all good. I can wait.
I’m chillin’ on cloud 9, so I’m feeling just fine.